Minkom Wa iLaykom

when you have to learn how to cry silently
so that the people you live with won't hear
because if they do, they will ask
and telling the story just brings on more tears

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you all know, I'm studying to be an art teacher. I want to teach the highschool level because I've always felt that they need that outlset for expression. I always thought of myself as the cool art teacher, who ends up teaching a class full of students that come from very bad backgrounds.

Because of my art class, and me spending extra time after school with them, they will all straighten out. The girls that keep getting knocked up will finally learn to say NO. The boys who are in gangs will leave those gangs and start studying so they can "make something of thelseves." The racist kids will actually start getting along with everyone because they realize they're all just people. And the angry kid who brings a gun to class will back down and change his/her mind about shooting everyone in class including the teacher.

So I finally finished school, last exam was this past Friday. After thinking that done is done, and since I've been in school for a while, I'm leaning towards another degree...

Over the weekend I was at a wedding and met a cute friend from childhood. I'm talking 20 yrs ago lol that was interesting. Maybe a little fun and touching too :P. This is connecting together with being done with school and all so now I'm starting to consider seeking the right person to marry. Though I've been wanting to do it long time ago, I've had it delayed until I'm done with school.

Looks like I will actually get to go overseas this summer, I havent left the States since 1999.

My bike got stolen today while Iw as napping between 2-3:30 pm. someone came into our complex in the middle of the day, cut my lock and took my bike.

who would do such a thing? in the middle of the day? and how did they have access to our complex?

I'll tell you who, all these shady people that ar ein their apartments all day with the blinds closed, they never leave, they dont have jobs, they don't have classes, they just sit in their caves all day, and wait for an oppertunity to steel something that they can sell to buy their fixes of drunks and alcohol. all these tenants and their friends that also have access to the complex, these pot-heads, crack-heads, shroom-heads and drunk ass morons. yeah it was probably them or one of their friends, who else would it be?

Politics has no business in business proposals, right? Exactly what I said when I ran into this sentence fragment: the abolition of personal freedom in the US under the Patriot act in part of a business plan discussing the company's decision to put their community access servers somewhere in Europe - but not in the U.K or Scandinavia. Now, in point of fact I think the idea that data kept in most of Europe is safer from government inspection than is data kept in the U.S. is utterly delusional - in reality things like the FBI request to Google are unusual enough in the U.S. to merit public attention, but are an accepted, and unnoticed, part of everyday reality across continental Europe.